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Kya Wo Mai Hi Hu?

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Tumhaare prem ko parakhne ki gustaakhi nahi kar sakti, 'VINi' Phir bhi ek prashn jehen mei Baar-baar ubharta hai... Ki tumne jise be-inteha chaha, Samaaj ke samaksh jis par apna adhikaar jataya, Jiski sundarta ki prashansha se man hi man tum garvanvit hue, Kya wo sach mei, Mai hi hu? Agar haa... To phir kyu tum meri ankahee baate sun nahi paate Meri khamoshi ko maun-svikrati samajh lete ho Meri ha.si ke peeche chhupe aa.su nahi dekh paate? Kyu tumhe ehsaas nahi hota, jab tumhaare saath hokar bhi saath nahi hoti? Is bejaan saundarye ke peeche ki haqeqat padh nahi paate? Shayad mai hi kasurwaar hu Ki tumhe apne aap se milwa na paayi Agar milwa paati to shayad Bewajah muskurane ki sazaa na bhogti Apno ki bheed mei ajnabi hone ka dard na sahti Ye damakti haveli yu veerani na hoti Shayad kuch panno mei mehakti Hamari bhi ek amitt prem- kahaani hoti. - Vinita Surana

Fariyaad

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Mayuus hai kalam, vichlit aaj kavita hai Fail gayi hai syahi, panna phir bhi rita hai. Kaun samjhega mook peeda, Kaun sunega dabi si siski, Maanavta ki jalti chita mei Mit rahi hai hasti uski. Jis dar se bhi guzri wo Imaan darakte dekha, Lipe-pute aangan mei, VINi Tulsi ko sisakte dekha. Maa ki god mei sahmi simti Kis se kare bulbul fariyaad Saham uthti har aahat par Jaane kis bhes mei ho sayyad. BY- Vinita Surana

Chap 34 A New Bonding

While going back home, Ghazal was so engrossed in watching the sunrise from the car's window, she failed to notice Arun watching her beautiful innocent face, where heavenly lights were playing from the sky above. Her face glowed with happiness and her eyes twinkled with childlike innocence. They drove in silence, only voices to be heard were of the car engine and birds tweeting outside as they flew from their abodes in search of their daily bread. Arun's voice broke the silence as he called her name, which brought her back from her trance. "I was thinking… since all your friends are here, we should throw a party at our farm house. What do you say?" Ghazal couldn't believe her ears and simply nodded in the affirmative, unable to utter a word. "Ok then let's have it tomorrow, call your friends later in the afternoon so that they can arrange their program likewise. Will that be fine?" he asked. "Yup, I think that would suit all of them si

Dwandh

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Ek dwandh sa chalta hai bheetar Dhundh kyu chhat ti nahi ? Ye kaisi niyati likhi panno par Ki syahi bhi dikhti nahi. Khoye-khoye rang pighalte hai Chahh kar bhi tasveer ubharti nahi. Jaane kitne peher guzre Raat phir bhi kat ti nahi. Naape kitne teer-taalaab Phir kis neer ki hai talaash, Ki pyaas teri bujhti nahi. Chatke kitne dhaage hai, kitni kadeeya tuti Patthar ki deewaaro se bastiyaa basti nahi. Adh-khile phool jhadte rahe,  To ujad jayenge chaman, Bagair aatmiyata, beej bhi panapte nahi. Kahi to thheher, Is dwandh ko de viraam, Sirf chalne bhar se manzil milti nahi. - Vinita Surana

Sunehre pinjre ka mook panchhi

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Pinjare mei kaid baichain panchhi  Chonch ko takraata hai baar-baar Shayad khul jaaye wo chhota sa dwaar Pukaarta hai baar-baar Shayad sun le koi pukaar. Pankh to khol leta hai Par udaan ke liye aasmaan kaha Meve bhi hai, fal pakvaan bhi Par jungli ber sa swaad kaha. Har saans bhaari hai jeevan par Phir bhi ek aas hai Is sunheri andhere ke baahar 'VINi' Kahi thoda ujaas hai. Rokta nahi hai prayaas apne ye soch kar Bhog vilaas mei ram, kahi ruk gaya agar To bhool jayega apni manzil Aur rah jayega bankar "Sunehre pinjare ka mook panchi" - Vinita Surana

Kya Sach-much Aisa Hota Hai?

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Kya sach-much aisa hota hai? Jab Ghana ho andhera Aur koi roshni na dikhai de Maayus ho mann Aur raasta na sujhai de Hataasha apne pankh pasaarne lage Aur jeevan-sangharsh mei Har or paraajay dikhai de Tabhi koi ahista se dastak deta hai Sukun ki ek thapki Aur man madhosh sa sota hai Tab ek nav-swapn janm leta hai Kadam badh chalte hai Ek nayi roshni ki talaash mei  Kyunki tab saath mei  Ek naya savera hota hai. BY- Vinita Surana

Chap 33 Friends’ Reunion Part 2

"Hey you guys wait, I'm here too." Lo! There she was …. Avani, dressed up in an exclusive designer Anarkali suit with all trimmings intact. Just like college days, she still loved to dress for parties and took care of every immaculate detail. Married to a millionaire's son at 20, her marriage could not survive more than 8 months, but that did not deter her from searching another suitable partner. Finally, after 6 years of singlehood, she was lucky enough to meet Girish, a promising banker who fell for her charms and creative mind. Their first meeting was regarding the bank loan, Avani had applied for setting up her boutique. Two meetings later, Girish asked her for a dinner date which was followed by many more. Sharing a cup of coffee on the eve of the boutique's opening, Girish presented her with a beautiful bracelet with both their initials engraved on it. That was cue enough for Avani who was on cloud nine. They hugged and sealed their lives together with a p

Self-healing

It's an unpleasant feeling, when you feel abandoned by the very people, with whom you thought you were close. Sometimes mind wonders if it's you who are at fault, but looking deep down inside your heart and reflecting, you realise you have a lot to thank them for. They taught you to be strong, and stand firm and unmoved in the face of the worst of storms. They taught you to trust yourself more than anyone else. There may be a little bitterness somewhere in the corner, but that is human… It will keep you going strong, even stronger, so as to make them realise one day… It's they who are on the wrong side with self-inflected wounds on their inner-self. They will then return to you to be healed, and the moment you've forgiven them, even that little bitterness will vanish, leaving you light and untainted, blooming and glowing in a new rainbow light of your own self. BY- Vinita Surana

Aaj Phir Boondo Se Baat Hui

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Aaj phir boondo se baat hui Maano tumse mulakaat hui Yaad aaj phir aaye Wo bheege se lamhe Tumhaara sharaarat se muskuraana Hatheli mei bharkar Wo baarish ke chheente udaana Aankho mei hamaari apna pratibimb dekhkar Haule se gungunaana Haatho mei thaame haath, VINi Bas thirakte hi jaana. Yaad aaj phir aayi Wo bheeni si khushboo Jo tum mei basti thi Sang-sang hamaare Jab boonde bhi hasti thi Baadlo ke pankh lekar Mann uda karta tha Tumhaari meethi awaaz ki kashish mei Saara aalam ji uthta tha Ye baarish ki boonde Kabhi akele nahi aati Chhookar geeli meeti ko Saundhi khushboo mehkaati Us khushboo mei basi Phir tumhaari yaad le aati. Aaj phir boondo se baat hui Maano tumse mulaakaat hui. BY- Vinita Surana

Keemat

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Raahat ki guzaarish karte hai unse VINi Dhoop ki tapish se jinka sarokaar nahi. Ek niwaale ki keemat kaise samjhenge Jo kabhi bhuke peit soye nahi. BY- Vinita Surana

Yaado ke moti

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Panne-dar-panne Kaarwan yaadon ke guzarte gaye Band aankho se VINi Wo dil mei utarte gaye. BY- Vinita Surana

A Date With My Self

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Another day was about to move Into the arms of moonlit night. A sea of emotions Flooded with long-suppressed currents Threatened to break the shores. I sat there on the sands of time Watching the winds create ripples In the silent waves. The waves rejoiced as if tickled Danced to the tunes of joy Sang in whispering soft notes. Then someone whispered How much life has loved me, Moments lost were to be treasured Not mourned. A voice sweeter than a bird singing Urged me to relax and dive deep Into the waves of love. I swam diving deeper and deeper. A treasure of sweet memoirs, All fragrant and beautiful, Opened up and enveloped me. I floated as if weightless, Rejoicing in my new found freedom.... To love and be loved. BY- Vinita Surana